Happy 18th Birthday

A birthday song for my friend >.<

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You're a year older now
Such a pretty girl, your smile lights up the whole world
You've practically grown up
Need no more to hide, you'll spread your wings and fly

Away... To the UK
I'd like to take this chance to say

Happy birthday
Happy birthday

So young yet so bold
You're witty and courageous, cunning and bodacious
Eager to know what the future holds
If you'll find the perfect figure to play the role of Lukas

Your hunky, handsome Norwegian prey
So I'd like to take this chance to say

Happy birthday
Happy birthday

You're four feet nine
Got a dirty mind
Still we love you the way
You live your life

So very brash
With an attitude to match

Big brown eyes that shine bright
No need for cosmetics your beauty is genetic
Standing here tonight
I'm so glad to see you so energetic

Today... On your special day
Let me take this chance to say

Happy birthday
Happy birthday
Happy 18th birthday
Happy 18th birthday to you

Charmed - Jocosa

Woot~ Finally, a new post for this blog. I haven't been writing for a long while and though I just finished writing one with my sister, I can't really post that up here because it was a collaboration with my sister -.-

Not exactly Jocosa copyrighted, eh? :P

Anyways, here's one I wrote after an inspiring incident XD

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Can't look you in the eyes
Can't say I want to either
With you and your lies
I don't know why I bother

By all means it's your life
I don't wanna intrude
But it you don't mind
Let me say a word or two

It's not every day you get to meet
A special friend like me
So why is it you try so hard
To push me oh-so-far

How could I even think
To leave you in his arms
I guess I just cannot see
What in you he has charmed

What in you he has charmed

He's with you everywhere
Yet you claim that he's not
Yeah, 'cause "all is fair
In both love and war"

By all means it's your life
I don't wanna intrude
It's not me who decides
Which of us you choose

But it's not every day you get to meet
A special friend like me
So why is it you try so hard
To push me oh-so-far

How could I even think
To leave you in his arms
I guess I just cannot see
What in you he has...

"Charmed" is the word I would say you were
'Cause he is the one you now hold dear
"Truthful" is the word I want you to be
Right now, that's not what you are to me

'Cause since the first day you have been
A special friend to me
We both share classes and our seats are
Never very far

So tell me how can I think
To leave you in his arms
I guess I'll just have you see
That he has you charmed

When Will I Learn - Jocosa

Okay, I think I got bored at one point during my Orientation Camp so I decided to make this :)

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How do you know it’s love?
Is there any other thing
That could make you smile as you did?

How do you know it’s true?
Do you feel it in your heart?
That it’d never fall apart?

I thought I found a way to cope
But all that I could do was hope
That you would finally turn my way
And see me in that special way

Thought that I could walk my path
With no regrets, unresolved wraths
You’d be left as just a dream I’d see
Just occasionally

But no, no, no
I was naïve to think I had let you go
No, no, no
It’s worse now that I know

When I’m texting you, all I do
Is think of what to say to you
Try my best to stop and end
The conversation that’s all I have

As means of talking with the person
I’d so carelessly chosen
When will I learn?

That day you came to see your friends
I saw you but I couldn’t pretend
That I didn’t see your hazel eyes
So different from mine

No, no, no
I was naïve to think I had let you go
No, no, no
It’s worse now that I know

When you walk by me, all I see
Is that you don’t feel the same for me
I tried to act but sucked at that
‘Cause it took more will than what I had

Just can’t seem to talk with the person
I’d so carelessly chosen
When will I learn?

My, my, my, my
I wish I never knew you now
But I, I, I, I
Can’t feel sincere somehow

‘Cause when I’m texting you, all I do
Is think of what to say to you
I tried to act but sucked at that
‘Cause it took more will than what I had

Just can’t seem to talk with the person
I’d so carelessly chosen
When will I learn?
When will I learn?

How do I know it’s love?
Is there any other thing
That could make me smile as I did?

~#~

I don't really like this, though. Will edit it so it'll be more awesome :P

CIAO!!

Rightfully Mine - Jocosa

Yo. Finally started doing this again. Supposed to be studying, but after listening to something today, I couldn't help but make this. Here's another one for a friend :)

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There's an odd melancholy feeling
Deep inside my heart
And even if I know it's stupid
I can't help what they are

You're my friend, I know this
An angel, no doubt
But I've still gotta let this out

Why are you doing this to me?
You're leaving me alone in the dark
Why are you doing this to me?
I'm not your shadow, tailing you all around

I'm sorry, but I can't see
How this is fair for me
'Cause I was here first, now you've jumped the line
I can't forgive you for taking what's mine
Rightfully mine

I didn't think I'd need to justify
Why I feel this way
But it's only now that I realize
When things went astray

You're my friends, I know this
You're angels, no doubt
But I've still gotta let this out

Why are you doing this to me?
You're butting into my social life
Why are you doing this to me?
Your presence is pushing mine aside

I'm sorry, but I can't see
How this is fair for me
'Cause I was here first, now you've jumped the line
I can't forgive you for taking what's mine
Rightfully mine

Let me tell you I'm not just a third wheel
And let me tell you this pisses me off
In more ways than one
I will not stand with this nonsense no further
And you can go find someone other
Than my friends to want

Why are you doing this to me?
You're leaving me alone in the dark
Why are you doing this to me?
I'm not your shadow, tailing you all around

I'm sorry, but I can't see
How this is fair for me
'Cause I was here first, now you've jumped the line
I can't forgive you for taking what's mine
Rightfully mine
Rightfully mine
Rightfully mine
Can't forgive for taking what's mine
Rightfully mine
Rightfully mine

Heartstrings - Jocosa

This is just a little something I decided to write for a friend, as you can probably deduce by yourself. Enjoy :)

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You see she gave you everything
A lover could ever give
She treated you like royalty
A heavenly God-sent gift

Her smile was bright and full of life
Until you came around
You had her till that point of time
When she found out

All your lies and unkept promises that
Caged her feelings and numbed her thoughts
You told her you loved her, pretended to care
You'd been playing her all along

I'll lift her up her feet again
Protect her from your reach
And from that moment on I'll know
She's scratched you off her list

You knew all she saw was you
And that she'd really do
Literally anything
If you would see her too

Her smile was bright and full of life
Until you came around
You had her till that point of time
When she found out

You had another girl by your side
To answer your every beck and call
If you thought that you could always hide the truth
Then you are wrong

I'll lift her up her feet again
Protect her from your reach
And from that moment on I'll know
She's scratched you off her list

I can see it now
You'll try tugging her heartstrings again
I can hear it now
"Please let me explain"

You'll look at her with puppy dog eyes
Then talk using lines that you memorised
She'll wait for a while before giving in
But this time I won't do nothing

I'll make sure you don't get what you want
You're not getting to her through memory lane
I promised I'll always be there for her
Till she forgets your name

Change - Jocosa

I used to think that I could never go through life without you here
By my side, in my life
But now as times go by you’re causing me unnecessary fear
And I have to say goodbye

I’m not saying it’s all your fault
But the reasons why I let you go

Is the little things you do
Like talking more than you need to
And screaming in my ear
Despite the fact you are so near

And the little things you do
When I have things to hand in soon
Don’t you think it’s got to go away
Turn over a new leaf and change

When we are apart I’m wondering if you would take the chance
To make amends while you can
But every time we see each other you just make me want to slap
The living daylights in your head

I’m not saying it’s all your fault
But the reasons why I let you go

Is the little things you do
Like making noises and faces too
Not to mention squeezing me so tight
I feel like I’m gonna die

And the little things you do
Like taking all my food
Don’t you think it’s got to go away
Turn over a new leaf and change

You know that I treasure the friendship that we have
We’ve been through so much, the good and the bad
We’ve had ice creams and pastries, we were glad to have tried it
I’ve gone places that without you, wouldn’t have been the same

But the little things you do
Make me so annoyed with you
Please understand that I have
Issues regarding that

I’ve got regular mood swings
And sometimes I might throw things
Unless you don't mind me being this way
Turn over a new leaf and change

Can I - Jocosa

Yo. Was bored, saw the guitar and let my creative juices flow :P

Enjoy~

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Hey, it's been a while
Since I've seen your smile
And my heart beats so wildly again

You still talk to me
So ordinarily
But do you still see me as a friend?

Cause the things you say when I'm not there
Just makes me want to give you another chance

So can I
Get my hopes up?
And can I
Continue to figure you out?

I've been out of the game
More than one, two, three times
But considering what you said
Can I love you again?

My eyes search round for you
As they normally do
But I try not to seem obvious

Anyone would've thought
I'd be calm, but I'm not
Instead I'm feeling so damn restless

Cause the things you say when I'm not there
Just makes me want to give you another chance

So can I
Relive my fantasies?
And can I
Allow you back into my dreams?

I've been out of this game
More than one, two, three times
But considering what you said
Can I love you again?

To do this all over, I must be insane
Have I not learned from my previous pain?
But one look from you and I feel so refreshed
I swear I'll see this to the end

Cause the things you say when I'm not there
Just makes me want to give you another chance

So can I
Get my hopes up?
And can I
Continue to figure you out?

Can I
Relive my fantasies?
Can I
Allow you back into my dreams?

I've been out of this game
More than one, two, three times
But considering what you said
Can I love you again?

Can I love you again?
Can I love you again?
Can I?

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