Heartstrings - Jocosa

This is just a little something I decided to write for a friend, as you can probably deduce by yourself. Enjoy :)

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You see she gave you everything
A lover could ever give
She treated you like royalty
A heavenly God-sent gift

Her smile was bright and full of life
Until you came around
You had her till that point of time
When she found out

All your lies and unkept promises that
Caged her feelings and numbed her thoughts
You told her you loved her, pretended to care
You'd been playing her all along

I'll lift her up her feet again
Protect her from your reach
And from that moment on I'll know
She's scratched you off her list

You knew all she saw was you
And that she'd really do
Literally anything
If you would see her too

Her smile was bright and full of life
Until you came around
You had her till that point of time
When she found out

You had another girl by your side
To answer your every beck and call
If you thought that you could always hide the truth
Then you are wrong

I'll lift her up her feet again
Protect her from your reach
And from that moment on I'll know
She's scratched you off her list

I can see it now
You'll try tugging her heartstrings again
I can hear it now
"Please let me explain"

You'll look at her with puppy dog eyes
Then talk using lines that you memorised
She'll wait for a while before giving in
But this time I won't do nothing

I'll make sure you don't get what you want
You're not getting to her through memory lane
I promised I'll always be there for her
Till she forgets your name

Change - Jocosa

I used to think that I could never go through life without you here
By my side, in my life
But now as times go by you’re causing me unnecessary fear
And I have to say goodbye

I’m not saying it’s all your fault
But the reasons why I let you go

Is the little things you do
Like talking more than you need to
And screaming in my ear
Despite the fact you are so near

And the little things you do
When I have things to hand in soon
Don’t you think it’s got to go away
Turn over a new leaf and change

When we are apart I’m wondering if you would take the chance
To make amends while you can
But every time we see each other you just make me want to slap
The living daylights in your head

I’m not saying it’s all your fault
But the reasons why I let you go

Is the little things you do
Like making noises and faces too
Not to mention squeezing me so tight
I feel like I’m gonna die

And the little things you do
Like taking all my food
Don’t you think it’s got to go away
Turn over a new leaf and change

You know that I treasure the friendship that we have
We’ve been through so much, the good and the bad
We’ve had ice creams and pastries, we were glad to have tried it
I’ve gone places that without you, wouldn’t have been the same

But the little things you do
Make me so annoyed with you
Please understand that I have
Issues regarding that

I’ve got regular mood swings
And sometimes I might throw things
Unless you don't mind me being this way
Turn over a new leaf and change

Can I - Jocosa

Yo. Was bored, saw the guitar and let my creative juices flow :P

Enjoy~

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Hey, it's been a while
Since I've seen your smile
And my heart beats so wildly again

You still talk to me
So ordinarily
But do you still see me as a friend?

Cause the things you say when I'm not there
Just makes me want to give you another chance

So can I
Get my hopes up?
And can I
Continue to figure you out?

I've been out of the game
More than one, two, three times
But considering what you said
Can I love you again?

My eyes search round for you
As they normally do
But I try not to seem obvious

Anyone would've thought
I'd be calm, but I'm not
Instead I'm feeling so damn restless

Cause the things you say when I'm not there
Just makes me want to give you another chance

So can I
Relive my fantasies?
And can I
Allow you back into my dreams?

I've been out of this game
More than one, two, three times
But considering what you said
Can I love you again?

To do this all over, I must be insane
Have I not learned from my previous pain?
But one look from you and I feel so refreshed
I swear I'll see this to the end

Cause the things you say when I'm not there
Just makes me want to give you another chance

So can I
Get my hopes up?
And can I
Continue to figure you out?

Can I
Relive my fantasies?
Can I
Allow you back into my dreams?

I've been out of this game
More than one, two, three times
But considering what you said
Can I love you again?

Can I love you again?
Can I love you again?
Can I?

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Not Enough - Jocosa

Ola :) Another Jocosa piece by Lou after a not-so-perfect-day in school. Enjoy~

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Alas I don't think I can do this anymore
My faith in myself is trying to tell me
My heart has shut its door

Is there something else you need?
Well tell me then cause I can't see
Exactly what the hell you want from me

Cause I'm trying
I'm trying
Every day, I'm wasting away
Someone tell me what I should do

I'm fighting
I'm fighting
For my life, for what's right
But that's not enough for you

You make me work so hard then tell me that it's wrong
Do you realize I've other things on my mind
That I can't postpone?

Yes, you tried to show you care
But you made me feel so low
To make things worse you didn't even know

That I'm trying
I'm trying
Every day, I'm wasting away
Someone tell me what I should do

I'm fighting
I'm fighting
For my life, for what's right
But that's not enough for you

I know what you say is for my own good
And that in the future, I could put them to use
Yet why do I feel this way?
Just as I'm breaking down you sit by me and say

"You're trying
You're trying
Everyday, you're wasting away
There's nothing you cannot do."

"You're fighting
You're fighting
For your life, for what's right
Not for me, but you."

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Song For Mom - Jocosa

Ola :) Lou here. Just another little something I put together with a little help from my sister :)

Download link: Song For Mom (Mediafire)

Enjoy~

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I love you
Don't make me say those words then doubt myself
When all that you are doing helps my health
You're saving me from the darkness we call hell

I treasure you
Just like every other normal child
Cause like every other mother you gave me life
And guided me through it with your light

But when you hit me at my weakest spots
Don't you ever stop to consider my thoughts?
Now I'm trying to calm my soul
I'm trying to see this as a whole

That you love me
And you don't wanna let me go

I love you
Don't make me say those words then take them back
Because the things that you are saying makes me sad
And in the end we'll drive each other mad

That night I rolled my eyes during dinner
When you scolded me
For being that little spoilt brat you just couldn't stand to see
I hope you'll still accept this apology

But when you hit me at my weakest spots
Don't you ever stop to consider my thoughts?
Now I'm trying to calm my soul
I'm trying to see this as a whole

That you love me
And you don't wanna let me go

I've tried to see this from your point of view
And now I know you're telling me the truth

But when you walked out on me when we fought...

But when you hit me at my weakest spots
Don't you ever stop to consider my thoughts
Now I'm trying to calm my soul
I'm trying to see this as a whole

That you love me
And you don't wanna let me go
And I just wanna let you know
I'll never leave you alone

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Think About It - Jocosa

Yo :)

This is just a little something I made for the heck of it :P Enjoy~

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Walking alone on a sandy beach
I'm having flashbacks of our childhood
Quiet days are now out of reach
Cause I still need to talk to you

Oh I can't help but think if we had talked face-to-face
We wouldn't need to go our separate ways

Think about it
All we know about each other
Is what we look like
And that our seats are close together

We took our friends' opinions
And twisted them from fact to fiction
This is all I ask
Think about it

Why did we talk bad behind each other's backs
I still don't understand
And was it wise to take what our classmates said
Then think "I thought she was my friend"

Oh I can't help but think if we had talked face-to-face
We wouldn't need to go our separate ways

Think about it
Would we have fought like we had
If we took the time
To find out what got us so mad

We took our friend's opinions
And got caught up in a mental prison
This is all I ask
Think about it

I can find no words to say
Sorry for the things I've said
Please don't tell me it's too late
I want us to start again

Think about it
(I can find no)
All we know about each other
(Words to say)
Is what we look like
(Sorry for the)
And that our seats are close together
(Things I've said)

Think about it
(Please don't tell me)
Would we have fought like we had
(It's too late)
If we took the time
(I want us to)
To find out what got us so mad
(Start again)

We took our friend's opinions
And twisted them from fact to fiction
This is all I ask
Think about it

I can find no words to say
Sorry for the things I've said
Please don't tell me it's too late
I want us to start again

I want us to start~
Again

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